im nervous

so I'm scared to say this but it's needs to be said ok starting out I'm not from a good side of town at my school kids deal drugs and use them not saying it's not a good school because it is it's just a group of them ok what I'm about to say is I'm not sure how people will feel about it it and I'm for sure gonna get hate on it so all the recent drug and gang related deaths lately around my town I've been thinking alot about this and yes I'm sorry for their deaths and I'm heart goes out to the family but these kids and yes kids like 14-18 doing all these bad things and how I know they do bad things is because some of them were my friends I've known at school now for the part I'm scared to say my heart hurts for these familys of the kids who were killed from the the violence but most of them got themselves in that situation they are the ones who joined gangs knowing what could happen to them and all these people posting shit like "God's getting a real angel" or something along those lines it makes no sense to me at all I'm not saying I'm happy these kids have died to this bull shit gang shit they joined it's sad they have lost there lives but alot of the the times the parents speak out about their child who has died and say they knew nothing about him or her being In a gang do parents now watch their children that much my parents have always been over protective but I know not all parents are like that ok I'm sorry for going on and on I'm just trying to say it's sad these kids lose their lives to gang related violence and I wish it didn't happen but these kids did it to themselves sad to say again my heart goes out to the family