Is this normal?

Eli • 🌻Due December 2018🌻 @VeganTheHippie

On Monday I started started touching my womb area right below my tummy fat because I hadn't felt my baby move & I just wanted to feel her already.

Later on after I touched her she did move.

All I felt was pretty normal. Not really that emotional or excited/elated.

Is it normal to not feel any kind of emotion when they move?

I ask because the first time I ever felt a friends baby it felt so special and just so magical and amazing.

Also I kinda didn't feel so connected to her anymore after a fight with her dad a while ago.

Last night when he was screaming at me over the phone she started moving again.

After the phone call was finally over I felt so bad for her & the fact she's knows her dad is disrespecting me & not caring or changing for her. I started to tell her that I loved her and would always be there for her. I also couldn't help but mention to her that her dad doesn't care about us since she already knows. 😞