squirting...

so as far as I know I can squirt, it doesn't 'shoot' out as you would see in porn or something but more like a gush of warmth running down your pu**y. anddddd my boyfriend when we're masturbating via snap, text, phone call asks for videos/pictures but I feel awkward and find it hard even talking about it to him because it just gushes, I almost feel like I don't do it when I do and just feel dirty and shut down completely... help please because I tend to do it Everytime I do since I found out I can do it when masturbate and I can't seem to have fun and get into it without him ...since I met him... it's gotten so weird not being able to cum efficiently enough without him...... he's not a Pusher and knows not to ask when I say no, he knows I'm not to fond of taking about that either so it's typically avoided when we get interactive..... (16, virgin, LDR)