Long distance... 💔

My husband recently decided he wanted to make a career change; to better our future and quality of life together. This meant that he would have to go from east to west cost to pursue his newly found dream. During this process we have decided that I would stay here on the east; continue working; while we both save enough to officially start this chapter together. We hope to officially ship my ass over in the next 3-5 months. We’ve been trying to conceive for almost 3 years. So being apart means we have to put this part of our life on hold as well. Any who; it’s been 5 days since he left and he is currently 36 hours and 7 minutes away from me. I am falling apart, but I can’t let him see that. I’m fighting back tears when we FaceTime, I’m hardly sleeping at all, I’m a big girl and always up for some food, but lately I’ve had no interest at all. I don’t feel like working, I don’t feel like doing my makeup or getting myself together, I hardly feel like showering. Depression is creeping in and still my only concern is reassuring my husband that I am okay and everything is going to work out the way that it should. I’m missing my man terribly. Lawd 😭😩🙏🏻💔