Trying to stay positive

I try to remain positive, I try to put it out to god and know his timing is right... but sometimes I feel so hopeless and so down about it. My other half and o started talking about the what if’s, which we rarely do. And it just hurts to think I might never be able to give him what he deserves which is to be the amazing father I know he would be. Some times the negative just takes over. Just going to keep praying and giving it to god, just praying for a positive out come 💕 just had to vent. Baby dust to everyone struggling 💕