My baby is 3 weeks tomorrow and I've been feeling pretty good until the last few days. I've been completely second guessing my relationship with her dad (we've almost been together for 3 years). I just don't know what's wrong with me, I just want to run away with my baby and never come back to society. I feel like she's my only happiness and reason to even breathe. I feel so worthless to many people, before I was pregnant I suffered depression and anxiety, I had a few moments of being utterly depressed during my pregnancy and I feel like now I'm just depressed daily, I go out and see my friends and so they can meet my daughter but my anxiety gets pretty bad. I just feel like I'm a failure, a failure of a girlfriend, a failure of a mother and a failure of a friend😒

I'm only 19, and I've tried seeing a counsellor before and I never seem to feel any better.