Sad rant about job

I'm so mad.

Our lives are doing good, big house, new car, got a new bedroom suite (rent), i have cable and everything.

Two kids.

The works.

Just found out my husbands Job just got bought out and we're going to have to stop everything and give it back.

They are going to give us unemployment.

Just a reminder that everything you have can be took away.

I'm so sad. He's going to file unemployment and me as a sahm im going to have to work. I haven't had a job in four years and this is going to freaking suck.

Our health and life insurance down the drain. Everything just gone.

Now i have no idea how to even work anymore, im talentless and have a crappy personality that never gets me hired.

I'm Bipolar, ocd, i have anxiety and depression.

I'm always tired and always bitchy and i guess thats why i never get the job. I guess they see right through my fake smile.

I don't even know what to feel anymore.