Hi I get married 5 months I love him so much! we are starting our life together, I was planning study again, and we were making plans for travel, and we planned having kids in 5 years, I am 22 now I was using birth control, so a few weeks ago, I knew that I was pregnant, and I feel sad, of course that I want a family with him, but not now, I wanna enjoy our marriage life, just me and him, so I just feel sad and I feel guilty for have this feelings, and i just crying and stressed and I'm trying to be happy with this pregnancy, but I just feel bad and guilty for make stress the baby, I don't how bad is for the baby this situation, only is fetus, but I feel that everything is changing now and all the plans that we make it can be. and my husband is happy with the pregnancy and I feel a bad person!!! please don't judge me !! 😭