Why me...

No one ever told me pregnancy would be this hard... if its not one thing it’s another. First, I am grateful I am pregnant but I AM allowed to complain... first my thyroid levels were way out of the normal zone (which can affect baby’s brain development), second, I get an umbilical hernia so my bellybutton hurts even when I just laugh & dr said They could do surgery after baby is born to fix it, 3rd I have diastasis recti because of this pregnancy, 4th now I have an infection down there & with the medication I’m taking it says it can cause preterm labor or even miscarriage as far as I’ve read. Well it’s hard enough that I’ve ALREADY had a miscarriage before so living scared to death everyday of something going wrong again with my 2nd baby scares me and it hurts and I cant stop crying that this is all happening to me... if it’s not one thing its another!!!... non the less I feel blessed that I’ve made it to second trimester and baby is good so far but why me.... I am praying and will continue to pray and I just need prayers from others as well for my mental and physical well being....