disappointment

Carrie

DH went and had a sperm analysis done and the results were worse than we could have imagined. according to the lab he has no sperm what so ever. definitely not expecting that phone call. now the DH is feeling blameful and guilty. I'm not mad at him, and I don't blame him. but id be lying if I said I wasnt upset. problem is. im officially 2 months with no cycle. im terrified to take a pregnancy test since I dont want to have to see the negative sign again. however I've never been this late. I dont want to tell the hubs and get his hopes up. has anyone ever been told the hubby has no sperm but still ended up pregnant? or could it just be the stress of all this and no one to talk to? I'm feeling so defeated...and dont know what to do.