Okay so when summers over I’m going to be a sophomore. I’ve always played volleyball and last year as an incoming freshman I tried out and I didn’t make it and it absolutely broke my heart. If you’re an athlete and you get cut from a team of a sport that you truly enjoy then you know this hurts as much as a heartbreak. I was absolutely destroyed. The coaches told me I could make it up at make up tryouts, so I did, still didn’t make it. This was last year. And I’m so determined to make the team. Right now it’s Wednesday but this entire week is volleyball camp. I was so confident at the beginning of the week but this was until I found something out. Two girls already on the team (I’m close to them) told me that a few of the other girls were talking very very bad about me. They said stuff like I’m not gonna make it or why am I even here and etc. when I first found this out I didn’t care but an hour later I realized that I had been thinking about it too much and its the only things my mind. I just feel so down and I wish I didn’t.