I’m struggling mentally. Last year my brother and a few of my really close mates passed away and i don’t know how to deal with it. I’m supposed to be this tough girl who never cries but it’s so hard not to. so i just bottle it up and cry when i’m alone at night. It’s the hardest thing i’ve ever been through and i feel like my family have all moved forward and i’m stuck in this mess. i know this is probably not what is supposed to be posted here but i just wanted to ask for advice on the situation