My best friend and I dated for a long time. He was a really great christian guy, his dad was actually a pastor. And he was the best looking dude I ever saw (and he knows it too😂). He was very smart and witty. He had the most perfect personality and he’s so loyal. He is kinda the perfect guy that I dreamed of when I was a little girl. But then he texted me one day and told me that his feelings for me “just kinda fizzed out”. And let me tell ya, I cried for hours (and I’m not the cry over boys type). But in the end we went back to being best friends. He and I talk everyday, and it’s great except that I still reallllllyyyy like him.

But about a week later he posted a picture of him and another girl (my friend and his crush for the past 4 years) at his sisters wedding (the wedding he invited then dis-invited me to).. And he had his arm around her. I can’t even explain how much it killed me inside to even look or think about the picture. It’s been a month and I still cry and feel nauseous when I think about the photo. Which is dumb and immature (I think) because I’m only 15. I don’t understand because everyone tells me I’m too young to be in love but I’d never felt anything as amazing as being with him..even just texting him made my stomach flutter. But when I lost him.. it was the most indescribable feeling of loss and pain and sadness and hurt and so much other stuff and I just didn’t understand.

do any of y’all understand what I’m talking about or is it just me? And how did you handle it without hurting him? Please help me.