IT FUCKING SUCKS!!! I miss my babe so much :(

It is so dang hard to fall asleep at night; I toss and turn and wake up every other hour! He’s only 3 hours away working and comes home on the weekend... but when you’ve lived like this for five years it’s such a change!

Y’all I can’t even cook for one person 😂 I always make too much! So I’ve just been sticking to salads or fast food (yuck).

I picked up some extra shifts this weekend so we won’t have a lot of time together but will be able to spend the nights together, so that’s what I’m grateful for.

We dont have any children yet but we have a puppy! Lol. Idk how others do it 🤷🏽‍♀️ I almost want to cry!!

Way too attached to him, I think. But it’s because we’ve gone through some hurdles together and dealt with them and finally that we’re over them, we’ve fallen so much more in love.

He even started talking about “ if you were to get pregnant by any means I’d be okay with it” I said you better damn well be okay with it 😂 I don’t see that happening anytime soon ( as I’m on birth control and seriously not prepared! I can barely take care of myself!) It was nice to know that he would like children because the past few years he wasn’t as vocal about that.

I’m sorry y’all, this is just new to me and I’m coping because he’s making great money for us! And it’s a great opportunity for him 💕

Hope y’all have a great day today lovelies