Feeling out this month 🙄

4 days till AF, haven’t had and signs of her coming but then again who knows. At the same time havent had any pregnancy symptoms either, tested this morning 10dpo and bfn. Me and my fiancé have been trying for almost two years, I literally obsess over it it’s all I want/need. I feel like my family is almost complete but not yet, I know we’re still young I’m 23, he’s 22 I have an 8 year old from a previous relationship. I was very young when I had him, I just feel like its never going to happen for us when it’s all we want 😩😩😩