UPDATE: the unimaginable has happened. Our baby stopped growing around 12 weeks! My heart hurts more than I’ve ever felt before! I’m at a loss. My daughter is on vacation with her dad until next Friday and I can’t even begin to tell you the hurt of having to tell her this news!

So I’ve had spotting at 5-6 weeks and a tad at 14. Today I went to the bathroom and had ALOT of blood. Red and brown! More than any of my spotting nothing was in my underwear but a lot when I wiped! I’ve used the bathroom a few more times and still bleeding. I have a pad on and there is nothing on it. I’ve been laying down on my left side for a while now and be on call OB told me to call in the morning to be seen and hopefully get an ultrasound! I’ll be demanding an ultrasound for my own sanity no matter what because I NEED to see that baby is okay! I found it via Sneak Peak that we are having a girl! And hours late in bleeding more than I have! I’m so nervous! Just looking for positive thoughts here! Will update tomorrow after my appointment l. I also was supposed to go to have a private scan tomorrow so I won’t be making it there but hope they will see the gender with an ultrasound tomorrow! I am not leaving the office without seeing that my baby is okay!!!!!!!