roller coaster of emotions. lab testing cluelessness

so my app notified me on 7/5 I was 10 days late.. chickened out and didn't get a test then and there.

7/7 I took a hcg test. negative

7/14 I took a hcg test. negative

so.. I called and made a dr apt. because being late still with 2 negatives made me want to see a dr.

I have pcos.

when I was diagnosed I would get 3 month long periods but never was later than maybe 5 days.

I skimmed this app and my other app. my cycle the past 2 1/2 yrs has been clockwork.

even if I don't always ovulate I do bleed regularly on schedule.

I've had several people lately ask am I pregnant. before I realized i was late. I've been feeling bloated lately. sore breasts. darker nipples. peeing a little more. noticed more lubrication like i thought i had wet the bed in my sleep but it was vaginal discharge...

my mom was making potatoes onions and eggs.. I love those things ..eat them a lot.

the smell made me leave the room. the smell of ketchup made me want to puke

her cat which usually runs when she hears my voice stopped mid run to look at me confused . she sniffed at the air sneezed. then hissed at me. staring at me so oddly before running away from me.

I figured maybe I'm more stressed than I realize which is why I told myself if i go past a set time frame i need to make an apt.

7/17 went to dr office took hcg negative

labs drawn 7/17. 4 vials of fun I mean blood later...

just got my results back today.

fsh 0.8

lh. 4.7

tsh 1.26

hcg.

today currently late 24 days. but spotting brown and faint pink.

I'm so lost. seeing the results without context for what it means isn't helping me

to top it off yesterday was a bad day for me emotionally. I was crying and feeling low. I got home from work to see a package. opened it up ... it was a 3 pack of baby formula. which added to my feeling like crap because no clue what's going on.

I have no clue what my results mean.

I'm feeling lost and my depression is getting louder .