He wanted an abortion but I didn’t...

Nola • Feb 2019 💙👣

So here’s my story...I ended up pregnant, wrong timing, babies father wanted me to terminate because he insisted that this isn’t how it’s suppose to be (timing) and that he has so much going on (Family issues🤬)...so after him complaining I had finally come to the decision that I was giving up, I absolutely didn’t want this baby anymore and I’m going to get an abortion...so I called my regular dr for a check up because I needed to see that this was real (baby brewing) then I made a consultation appointment at the abortion clinic the day after...so we are at my first appointment I didn’t know what to expect and she does an ultrasound and there it was the most precious sound I’ve ever heard (Baby’s heartbeat😍) yet I was somewhat emotionless because I’d made up my mind what I was going to do....so the next day comes and I’m at the Abortion consultation appointment... first might I say how i was surprised too see sooo many people in there...I waited for four hours spoke with the counselor and made my appointment for the upcoming Monday...the weekend passes! the more i cried and prayed and prayed and cried I realized I couldn’t do this ..come Sunday i told him that I can’t go through with this abortion and at this point he’s upset and talking out the side of his neck...trust me he will get over it, if not one monkey doesn’t stop my show...,ehh to wrap this up...ladies I go to my 11w appointment on the 26th to check on my love bug...I couldn’t let him make a decision for me that I knew would haunt me for the rest of my life... Babies are Blessings even though the first trimester makes you think what kind of monster is brewing in me lol Ladies I am at peace now ☺️ I’m happy, I’m glowing, I’m growing and I’m motivated more than ever...I just pray for a healthy Baby 👶🏾 and a healthy mind body and soul.