10week morning sickness

I've got an appointment scheduled for the docs on Monday but I just need to rant and get this off my chest...

I am not enjoying this pregnancy one bit.

I'm 10 weeks today and have had horrific nausea for a month straight. Morning to night. I only throw up every so often but the nausea is knocking me on my butt!

I try to eat little and often and drink lots of water and try sports drinks/ginger biscuits/sea bands/peppermint and all that stuff but feel no better. I was given cyclizine to take by my doc at my last appointment and it doesn't even touch the sides.

My prenatal vitamins make me immediately vomit and I've lost 9lbs this past month. I just want a break from it to feel even slightly normal. I'm petrified I'm going to be sick on the school run and the dizziness I feel especially in work (I work in a supermarket stacking shelves) is unbearable!

My poor OH is doing most things at home as well as working 9-5. I do try and get some cleaning/ washing done but I feel so ill when I move like motion sickness.

Is there any other anti sickness you can take on your first trimester in the UK?

I'm really struggling and have a 4 year old at home who thankfully is mostly self sufficient but he's breaking up for the summer holidays in a few days and I'm feeling so guilty already that I can't do anything with him.

So sorry for the long moaning post but I needed to get this off my chest.

Oh and to top it all off my own mother said to my partner that I'm FAKING IT!!!!