I miscarried my first baby at 6/7 weeks back in May we were a couple of days shy from checking his heartbeat.

When I first found out, I didn’t believe it- i couldn’t. I bought what seemed like a thousand pregnancy tests.

We did the private ultrasound a week after my 1st positive test. I regret it so much.

I wish instead of fucking overthinking, over analyzing, just over everything — I could’ve just enjoyed being pregnant.

I get so annoyed when I see people post is this positive when there’s clearly a 2nd line there or when the freakin digital clearly says pregnant. Then they ask, what’s the chance that so and so medicine is causing a positive. I sit there yelling at my screen that nothing (unless fertility treatments etc) OTC medicines produce that hormone.

Why can’t you just be fucking be happy you’re pregnant in that moment, don’t stress yourself. I wish I would’ve done that and maybe my baby would’ve still been in me and I wouldn’t be TTC.