questioning...

veerle

So I recently figured out I like girls. I kind of knew since I was little because I used to have huge crushes on girls from school, but I thought it was normal, so I never really cared much. when I was like 10 years old or above I dreamed about girls and kissing them, but again.. I never cared much. Now that I'm 15 I've had a few relationships with guys (one guy from school and one long distant) which seemed to be amazing relationships! but I always broke up with them in less than 2 months, because I didn't like being in a relationship at all. I had my first kiss from the guy from school and I hated it so much I cried💀.. whenever I started watching porn I only watch lesbian porn.. So I guess I'm really into girls. but now I'm struggling ⁉️if I'm bisexual or actually lesbian?⁉️😶 no-one knows except for my best friend and my ex boyfriend (the long distant one) Any tips?