Is it normal...

I'm literally exhausted I went to bed last night around 1am and woke up at 11am my husband had little so I could sleep in but I literally feel like I haven't slept in days my boobs hurt I'm emotional af these hormones need to go away .. I want to not give in and bottle feed but little had bottles this morning with milk didn't seem to bother lo but I still want to nurse my husband wants to help more but he doesn't want to take away that bonding time.. and I took a nap just getting up at 730 ... but my man wants me so bad and I'm not healed up all the way yet I feel bad. :( momming is hard