my messed up life

like i really need advice, lately i’ve broken up with my boyfriend and this was my first one. i loved this kid and i put all of my effort into him, i’ve broken my boundaries for him, ive went out of my way to find and give him things that he needed or wanted. but he never showed as much effort and i was constantly worried if he loved me back. and as a kid i constantly has to work at my parents restaurant so i never got to see him. one month after our relationship i broke up with him and it’s been three weeks, last tuesday i went over and we were drunk and i ended up making out with and and we both said how we weren’t over and we missed each other. and like idk what to do because when we just broke up for the first two weeks he completely didn’t show that he cared and when i broke up with him, the first thing he did was take my off his bio.