Saddest Feelings

One of the most depressing feelings in the world for me is to know that we planned for this child but then to get to a point in the pregnancy where everything is going wrong and I start wishing I wasn't pregnant. Please pray that my fiance and I can make it through this uphill battle against everything that is trying to tear us apart. I'm not sure that I would be able to get through this alone. I practically raised myself. I've lost all of my biological immediate family when I was 16 and then my guardians when I was 19 (no they didn't die they were all just way to abusive to have relationships with). I'm not going to be able to get through this if I lose my fiance too. Please please pray that we get through this ladies. I have nothing left anymore