The shit that’s my life

This is more of a venting post !

So my life has been a bit of shit lately. my husband has really been an ass in his own way plus my sister stays with us for the last 3 months she’s only 18 my mom kicked her out and that’s a whole mother story ! Also did I mention I just had my beautiful baby boy about 2 weeks ago now. So yay for that ... but My husband has quite On our marriage it hurts he feel like he dose not treat me wrong or bad but he dose. He dose little things that kinda makes me mad but I guess I’m just a little sensitive maybe or stress but the last 2 months of my pregnancy was hell I been put out and neglected, I cry still because this was not how I wanted my marriage or life to be 3 years have gone by and this one is bad .. I do have my beautiful baby boy out of this marriage which is grate because we lost 3 in the past.. I can tell he have more romantic interests in me and he treats me as such.. we still sleep beside each other, we even still talk to each other about our son or dinner or something like that, but it feels to me he’s checked out on loving me . Now I’m out of work for the moment because just had our baby. We share a phone and so I know he’s not cheating on me actually he told me he don’t know how things are gonna go for us This was before I even had the baby .. it was crazy because at the hospital he told me he loved me kissed me and it was the best memories that I have. But that all changed when we got home he checked out on me. No we have not had a fight and I have tried to talk to him about it but he just get mad and I really don’t need that.. I know he don’t want me anymore and I’m trying to be strong because we will be living together a little longer he has not made up his mind about staying with me .. I still do what a wife supposed to do, but it hurts he say he’s confused about us and that I should just focus on me and my son.. I’m just so hurt at times I don’t even know how to feel.. it’s been hell and I just want my husband and my best friend back. We got married young I was 19 him 21 now we have built this life together that seems to be fading fast.. idk about anything anymore and the uncertainty is killing me pray for my marriage and thank you for reading.. what do u think do he still love me and want me .. should I give it time .. or are we truly over with ..