😩🤰Postnatal Depression Tread 🤱☹️

I’m scared that because I have a history of depression and anxiety that I’m going to have postnatal depression. I already have a little bit of sadness around being pregnant and I know how selfish that sounds. Not because I don’t want to have the baby. We’ve been trying for a year so I’m really happy. I’m just scared of change and life being so different. And the fact that’s all my family talks about now.

I’ve been stuck in a job I hate and now I can’t go looking for a new job because nobody is going to hire a 16 week pregnant lady. Anyone else have these kind of feelings?