I lost my virginity last week. We were “watching” a movie and feeling each other and then we ended going into me room and doing it. We talked about where we were headed and he said he wasn’t opposed to being in a relationship or hooking up.

The guy was super sweet about the whole thing and made sure I was okay during it and stopped when I asked him to. After a few days we played truth or dare and he told me he just wanted to fool around before he goes back to school in a month and be close friends. I don’t want to fool around for month and then have him leave so I told him “After thinking about our conversation we had last night, I’m glad it was my first time but I have decided that I don’t want to fool around for a month knowing we aren’t going somewhere” and he said “alright that’s fine. I understand.”

I’m having a hard time letting him go knowing that he has taken my virginity.