Needles..

This might sound so silly to some people. But to me this has become a serious problem. I’ve developed this weird irrational fear over needles the past few months. I keep backing out of getting my blood drawn for a series of normal tests for my pregnancy. I put it to a later date then can’t sleep knowing I have to get it done the next day. I still haven’t. I’m so SCARED. This is making me so frustrated because I used to not be. I have bad anxiety and depression since I’ve been pregnant. Maybe thats it? But I’m SCARED. How do I get over this? Anybody else? And the thought of an epidural which I won’t be needing for awhile, gives me a panic attack. I’m just so frustrated with myself. 🤦🏻‍♀️ I need to get over this fear but I can’t bring myself to even find the root of the problem. Help!