Some days are just better than others, and today was NOT one of those days. A good friend of mine told me that her and her husband are going to start TTC which is so exciting for them but I can’t help but feel so down on myself that it hasn’t happened for me yet. My husband and I got married before them, and I can’t help but feel a little jealous if it happens quick for them. No one wants to be that woman that has “trouble” conceiving. I don’t want to let my husband down... I know how badly he wants this just as I do. Something is definitely off since I haven’t had a period in 3 months. I have an appointment next week with an OB to see what’s going on and I’m terrified! I don’t want to have any ovarian cysts or PCOS. I know I don’t have any thyroid problems since I just got tested for that a couple months back when I got a false positive on a pregnancy test. I just hope my hormones are a little off and it’s nothing that’ll complicate things even more than it already is. Ugh rant over.