We’ve been trying for 7 months to get pregnant. We both have high blood pressure. Neither of us have been to the doctor because we hate them and I’m afraid of what I might get back. It’s took a huge toll on my mental health, literally breakdowns once I start my period or get a negative test. Anytime in between. Depression. Anxiety. Every emotion possible. I’ve kinda grown used to it and partially feel numb. Any tips or tricks?