I’m battling with myself a lot lately .. before you ask or suggest I did see a therapist I’m 18 and me and my mom got into a fight because I was presided pills ( Zoloft ) she dosent want me depending on them...

So I have a took them they sit around ...

My aniexty has worsen I feel derealization a lot (feeling like I’m not in reality) I get nervous to leave the house often but push myself anyways..

I’m having trouble figuring what I wanna do with my life just graduated high school...

My head is killing me I don’t wanna go out I don’t wanna do anything :( I don’t have a Drivers license.

My mother smokes in the house and dosent Listen when I ask to stop I just wanna get away ..