Can’t handle pregnancy today 🤦🏻‍♀️

Sick. Hormonal. Headache. UGH.

I barely ate today, I’ve cried like ten times because hormones are no joke, a raging headache (AGAIN), and ugh I just can’t today. And on top of it, I think my friend miscarried. She was about 4 weeks behind me.

I’m so scared I’m not taking care of myself well enough. I barely eat enough for myself so I know the baby probably isn’t getting enough. What if she stops growing? I see my OB next week so hopefully she’s still growing. I really don’t want medicine for my postpartum depression either because I know it never went away. I quit Prozac cold turkey because I heard it can cause birth defects. I was born with a cleft lip but I don’t want my daughter to have to go through something like that either. I feel like I’m going off the deep end. I’m so stressed. I get my car signed over to my name tomorrow and I honestly am not looking forward to having to worry about insurance payments each month. I feel like I’m dehydrated from all the crying. And I’ve been slacking on my prenatals😭

I wanna sleep for a week😩