Rant...

Can I just rant for a second? So im 35w5d pregnant. I'm 18, and still live with my parents who are wanting me completely out of the house before my daughter is born... I've been pleading with baby's dad to get a place of our own to rent and we've tried. Landlords continually turn us down because we don't have a past history in renting... Doesn't help that we never see eachother; he works out of state throughout the week and likes to spend his weekends home with his friends instead of me... All my friends have left me. My pregnancy is still being kept a secret from everyone; family, friends, everyone as my mom is completely humiliated at the thought of me having a baby still and has made me keep my entire pregnancy a secret. Doesn't help I can barely go out anymore because my stomach is huge and very noticeable. I'm constantly in pain too and it's just awful going through this alone. Her dad is also just so unsupportive, uncooperative, and doesn't see a point in being around me if there's no sex involved... He got mad at me last weekend as he took me out for icecream then drove me far out in the country, parked the car and expected sex. I'm in no mood for it ive made it clear... But nope.. He gets angry and tells me that he bought me icecream so I "owe him" he then drove me home in silence after yelling.. I have no one and as I'm getting towards the end of this pregnancy I'm more scared than ever. Venting here because I cannot to anyone I know personally