Not your normal before/after pic 😢

First picture is last year. Then left picture is a month ago. I was very active but then I began going out with my fiancé and I just let myself go. We go out to eat and just enjoy ourselves eating drinking being lazy just cuddling watching tv after work. He still tells me I am the most beautiful woman and I feel so loved by him now more than ever but I don’t love what I see. I am about 45 lb heavier than a year ago.

My blood tests came with high cholesterol and I know I am overweight. This is the heaviest I’ve been. I just want to find the motivation because I want to feel good about my health and myself in general.

It was hard to post this. But I want to promise myself I will start to do better. For me, for my fiancé, and because we want to form a family together. If you have any tips I will gladly read them!

It’s time....