Today is my 16th birthday and I probably won't be able to celebrate it until September. I am the oldest of 5 and the only girl and I understand that my parents have a lot on their shoulders but it still hurts. My dad will be working and my stepmom is having a baby for her brother (for the 2nd time) she just recently hit 9 months and last night she was having contractions, but she has to have a c-section. On top of that she is going to school to be a nurse. Sooo boy of my parents are always busy. This year for school I have slot of responsibilities and I'm scared that I won't be able to do it or that I will fail my classes. I'm also supposed to know what I want to do for a living and where I want to go to college but I don't have any idea. My mom wants me to get another job but I don't have time this year, which sounds like what anyone would say but I really really don't. I do t know what to do and I'm scared and confused. Happy birthday to me