This is what I looked like when I was about 12 weeks pregnant with both of my kids. I'm not pregnant at the moment but the doctors seem to think I have endometriosis. I am constantly in pain. Sex is non existent in my marriage right now. It hurts to use the bathroom. Both urinating and bowel movements. I literally hurt all the time! It has got me so depressed. I have lost about 15 lbs and my house is a wreck. This is ruining my life. My husband is having to work 40+ hours a week then come home and cook and help clean. The only thing that makes me be able to function is taking lortabs. I have two kids and a house to take care of. Not including myself or my husband. I'm beginning to get severely depressed over this. I don't want to nor should I have to depend on pain medication to get me through the day 😥 any thoughts or words of encouragement? I don't feel like it's going to get any easier any time soon. It seems like me and my husband are constantly at odds between the lack of sex and him having to help pick up my slack. I go in to the doctor today to have an ultrasound and talk to the doctor about my options... So far they have said I can do like an extended birth control pill so I will only have a period once every 3 months, I can take a shot once a month to completely block all of my hormones, but I can only do that for up to a year. Or I can do the surgery to confirm that I have endometriosis and remove any that they see while they are in there. Idk what the point of writing all this out was. Guess I just needed to vent. I'm exhausted and frustrated. Thanks for reading ladies.

This is how bad it gets sometimes..