Am I crazy

I have tested negative for STDs since I’ve been with my boyfriend, but the past year I’ve been getting BV and I got tested for STDs again it was negative I continued to get BV and eventually I stopped having a period. me and him fell off and I ended up sleeping with someone else but we used a condom but I gave him oral sex, I’ve taken blood test since but it wasn’t for STDs I had a surgery and I got blood pregnancy test and all my results showed that my white blood cell count was in the norm, to kick start my period I took estrogen and progesterone and I got one in May a little later in June I started getting Nauseous that went away then a few weeks later I got a migraine really bad for two days but I was scared to take Tylenol so I didn’t. I’ve been taking so many different antibiotics lately. I really don’t have sex a lot probably twice every two months. Because of all this I assumed I had the worse of the worse STIs so I’ve gone to doctors asked them questions and even asked an online doctor I got tested yesterday and they said my results should be in by Monday but I’m so scared of the results that I literally can’t think straight I feel like I’m going crazy this happens every time I feel like something isn’t right. I’m not posting this for people to say go see a doctor, I’m posting this because this is literally my only outlet to let what I’m thinking in my head out. I hate my life.