Jesus help all of us trying

Tamela

It’s getting frustrated when u hear stop trying and it’ll happen... I have kids u can love.. you’ll be a good mom one day...ok yea yea true... But how do they think we feel about it... coming from a place where I’m 40 and never been pregnant fertility treatments are so expensive and due to things that happen in my husbands past we can’t adopt or foster... don’t get me wrong I’m grateful for so much but it’s hard when all u want is to be a mom and everyone around u even the ones that don’t deserve to be parents (rephrase) need to be parents can get pregnant Anytime they want to...I mean i was even suppose to get custody of my younger cousins baby but she changed her mind because it was a girl like really she didn’t want the baby the family talked her out of having a abortion... I mean God please spare me a break and let me become a mom... I’m sorry just venting tonight because I feel so hurt and broken... all I want is to be a mom