Hi .

I'm suffering really badly at the moment with irrational thoughts and anxiety, I'm getting myself in such a state and obviously it's not healthy for my baby or for me.

I can't seem to come to the fact that I'm having my husbands baby- Iv never been unfaithful and never would dream of it. However,it just seems to feel so surreal that I'm having his baby after Iv wanted it for sooooo long. Iv now got myself thinking all kinds of ridiculous things ! I even panicked that she would come out black (not that there's anything wrong with it) but me and my husband are both white and obviously that would be impossible as I have never cheated and never cheated with a man of colour. It's getting really bad now I'm going to conception calculators to make sure I remember the day we conceived even though I know full well when it was in great detail !! I love my husband so much and I don't want these ridiculous thoughts to ruin the last 12 weeks of my pregnancy. Can anybody help as it's starting to take over now - thankyou