Feeling so unattractive after having a baby

I am only 27. and I can’t even look at myself in the mirror. I feel so fat, ugly, saggy, unattractive woman after having my first baby. My tummy is now full of stretchmarks. I’ve completely lost my confidence. My baby is 3 months old and is very colicky and wants to be held constantly. I don’t really have time for myself anymore. Everything I do is a rush. I don’t enjoy meals anymore I always have to rush eating. Rush showers, most of the time no shower and no time to wash my hair or shave. I rush everything. I just want to share how i feel sorry. I feel so ugly. I used to be skinny. What happened to my body. 😞 My sex life is dead. I feel unwanted and unlovable. 😔