Discouraged about pregnancy

Honestly just need to vent to you ladies!! Here it goes—-

Ok so here me out I’m so thrilled and blessed to be growing a baby after going through a miscarriage in December, i was at such a low point in my life after my miscarriage but...

I am 5 foot and never ever have reached 130 lbs. I’ve always maintained my weight well and kept in pretty good shape, until my wedding/miscarriage. I lost control and gained a good 25 lbs in 2-3 months, eating whatever and whenever I wanted to. I’m so short that i can sniff chocolate and gain a pound. It’s not fair but it’s what god dealt me so it is what it is. I was my heaviest I ever been after my miscarriage weighing in at 155!!!! To you it might not seem like a lot but to me I didn’t fit in anything! I legitimately went from a size 2 to a size 12-14... in only a few months... well I am 16 weeks and 2 days and I am 162, I found stretch marks going all up my stomach and I’m so extremely upset. Like I said, I’m so excited and I’m so blessed that I’m becoming a mommy but I almost feel like I am disgusting now! I don’t want stretch marks forever or at all for that matter. I can’t believe I have let myself go at the most I’ve ever weighed before becoming pregnant and there is nothing I can do about it at this point. I guess I’m just nervous my body won’t snap back. Sorry for venting, or sorry if that offends anyone. I’m just scared and happy at the same time and I don’t know how to handle these emotions!! :/