1 year

Today is August 1st and marks 1 whole year of ttc. No luck. BFN all year long. Tracked all year. Had sex multiple times every week. It also seems that every single person is getting pregnant and they always say “omg we weren’t even trying”. I guess it’s officially time to seek professional help. I know 1 yr doesn’t seem long to some. It’s just hard being a perfectly healthy person in my late twenties with so much struggle. Fighting a battle in my head everyday wondering what’s from with me. Or thinking if it’s meant to be it will happen. Am I not supposed to be a mom?

Thanks for reading.