My boyfriend and I have had a rough past couple of weeks, partly because we both have anxiety, and I have really major self-esteem issues caused by family and exes. I’ve also had depression off and on for the past seven years, but I don’t think he knows that. And I don’t want him to know. But I’ve just felt unloved/unlovable for the past little while now, and I don’t know if we’re doing something wrong or if my depression is back in swing, or if I’m just a little stressed so I’m not letting him in. I personally think that it’s the last two, plus the fact that my mom doesn’t think that we’re going to last. I just feel tainted, mentally, if that makes any sense? And I don’t know what to do to break myself out of this.