( please read before judging me)

My sweet cousin is 21 weeks and 3 day along, she is sweet, caring and loves to make someone smile almost every chance she got.

about a month ago I got a horrible call "Dont freak out Lilly, but jenna is in the hospital and shes not doing good." as soon as I heard I just started crying I couldn't believe it, I knew something was wrong she used to call me every other day to tell me how she was and how Carter Grey was (that's the name of her baby)

I walked into the ICU and she had things connected to her head and she had no idea who I was or what my name was, i stayed the night with her and just talked and told her I loved her and she said I love you too. Doctors couldn't figure out why her brain swelled or what would he the aftermath, 2 of her doctors said she and the baby could be epileptic or could have seizures.

I heard his heart beat and I knew that he was fighting for his momma and himself, I love my cousin and I hope that people aren't nasty about this post; I could lose both of them and it would kill me. But if you pray please pray, shes doing so much better now, by the looks of her now you wouldn't think she was sick or confused but she is. thanks for reading! xxxx