Is it normal?

I see all these women on my thread. Baby was born in September of last year and people are excited to have more children. Or trying for another.

I have no desire for that at all. From the day I brought my child home I fully decided...cried in my husbands arms how I didn’t want anymore kids. We only have one.

I wish I had that desire to want to. But knowing me, I feel like if I were to find out I was pg tomorrow, I would cry and become depressed.

Is this a normal thought? Or is this just PPD? Is something wrong with me because I feel like I wouldn’t be able to mentally handle two children or more?