This past Thursday I said goodbye to my ex that I tried to be friends with. I couldn't take the constant lying so I let him go. Hes the Father to the baby we lost in November 2015. That was my 1 and only pregnancy and I never heard a heartbeat or knew what we were having. Last night I had a dream that we were holding our deceased LITTLE GIRL. When we lost the baby he shut down and only worried about saving my life. If he grieved it was while he was home and I was in the hospital and last night he was holding both of us with his eyes full of tears. I have had dreams that I was pregnant, but I have never looked at my deceased baby in the face. Please try to help me figure this out.