Iffy on a New Baby

So our little one is almost 8 months old and sweet as can be. I’m in love, my husband is too. He is our first child together and our first son (I have a 6 yo daughter, he has four older, 12+ yo, daughters that don’t live with us). I would love to have another little one but he’s kind of iffy on it. I know he’d love a new baby if it happened, but i also know he’s not interested in it being right now.

Well, I’ve run into problems with my insurance covering my birth control and I haven’t been able to get it for the past month and won’t be able to for a couple more weeks. He’s fully aware of this and not willing to use condoms. I guess I’m just nervous that it could happen when I know he doesn’t want it to at the moment. But I’d also be extremely excited because babies, yay ❤️