Losing my hope 😔

Why can’t I just find the right one? Whole my life i have been dating only assholes. One of them started dating my sister after we broke up😂, another one was in a relationship with me only for sex. and when I finally thought I found the right one, I found out he had a girlfriend. I feel like I’m cursed to not find a good guy to feel loved for once. I envy the people who has a good and healthy relationship...