Proud of myself, also TMI

Zoe

I just bought myself lube and masturbated for the first time since remembering that my ex sexually assaulted me (about 2 weeks), and I’m really happy and proud of myself for not letting that get in the way of how I feel about sexual stuff. I’m also proud because I feel like I’m taking control of my sexual experiences, so if I’m going to have sex (with myself or anyone) I’m doing it my way and I’m coming prepared