scared and dont wanna be depressed

Adika • just a bomb ass mom who all her dreams came true when i gave birth to my son. wifey since nov 2016

my so other works a t a time mb e share relief form so hes on the phone for 8 -14 a day..soni get its mentally taxing but hes also in a chair all of those hours. we just moved into a 4000 sqft house and we have a 2yr old 24/7 and a 4 yr old half 3days a week. he does not help with the kids at all and I'm super prego he doesn't care. he comes home every night and just talks about how tired he his and how his body hurts not realizing I'm the one and only person he should no be complaining to about body issues. so tonight I told him plz dont complain about your back to me anymore I'm carrying your child whose about 6 pounds by now and he smacked his lips at me and basically said so what. its hurts he just doesn't care. he doesn't help we've been here a week and have set nothing up all his friends have basically dropped him and I can't move anything I had to put the pack n play together by myself today. when he gets home I still feed my son change diapers and do everything for the challenge of bedtime by myself and hes just snoring away. I had a bad temper and I'm so scared I'm gonna have a mental breakdown es hen my daughter comes in a few weeks I can't handle 3kids and this house alone. oh and we waited till the last min to provide for the new baby we dont even have a car seat yet 🙄😑😔😢